Mr Married Man’s wife is become suspicious. She has been asking who keeps BBMing him, who is it he’s talking to? I don’t know what he answered to this. But I have been told not to message him. So I’ve stopped, unless he messages me first. I wasn’t messaging him constantly or anything like that, I’m not a complete stalker. Just the occasional. But with blackberrys, there’s that bloody red flashing light. The tell tale sign. So if I message and he hasn’t read it. She can see someone messaged him.
I tried to ask him what was happing as to them separating. I didn’t word my question very well. Well, he didn’t word what he said very well.
Mr Married man said the plan is that when I’m pregnant he’ll move out and we’ll move in together.
I took this as he was going to do feck all before then.
So you say now’s not the right time, so what are you doing with the time that you have if the plan starts when I’m pregnant?
He didn’t correct me, he got mad. As usual.
He started ranting. I wasn’t paying that much attention. Something along the lines of how the fuck do you know that I’m not doing anything now? I have started, I’ve talked to her about it. What do you want, daily fucking updates? Too much swearing. I couldn’t be bothered to listen.
In fact yes, I would like to be updated. I would like to know where I stand, and what is going on. I didn’t say that though. I let him calm down, and said sorry.
I’m now keeping messages at a minimum. If I could, I’d stop all together.
I’m starting to hate technology. It ruins phone calls, letters, and actually seeing people.
I still love twitter, that doesn’t count.
